I Hate my Parents right now. They won't let me go to Toronto to see Ill Scarlet tonite and i was looking so forward to going,  and i got the whole lecture about how they care about me and that its not safe.  Whatever ill just go party hard tomorrw.   IM SO MAD my mom even called my step dad to ask him i HATE HER

MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

So I said I would update so but I lied o well you’ll get over it

so my life now you ask last couple of weekends have been good I guess if you wanna update check charlys blog........schools kinda gay I guess I have so many projects to do and no time to do them

so there’s the random update and now im gunna go all emo

NAT'S BACK well as per charly. she called her on the weekend and they hung out which is cool I guess because I knew how much charly missed her even though she didn’t admit it, and before she went to woss they were totally inseparable and cute like sister but now she is back and I guess I’m afraid that all the fun and stuff that me and charly have been having this year will end because she be with Nat or invite her and forget about me.  see me and charly didn’t really start hanging out until this year because she and Nat were best friends and it was kinda them and the rest of us were the outsiders.  which got me thinking is she just being my friend because she doesn’t have Nat, stephs has kyle and her parents are mega protective and then there’s me and my parents don't really care a lot so I could go out with her *ponders* whatever life changes like that you never know what’s coming next!!!!

next topic...I like nameless and he will remain nameless so I don’t get bugged about it.... but nonetheless I like him and have for quite some time.....he’s not pretty or hot but he’s not ugly at the same time he’s kinda in between but I’m so frustrated because I like him and we flirt but ill always be a friend and if your wondering all of my immediate friends its not kurt its someone else anyhow its  so FRUSTRATING because I see him everyday but I’m too shy to "make the first move" maybe when I’m inebriated I’ll do something stupid again like 2 weekends  ago I was inebriated then. lol ... I love you charly good time good times.. Anyway back on topic to my sad non existent live life I was mildly turned on this afternoon......or more like shocked and disgusted and well shocked again I swear I thought they were sleeping.  oh what a day

topic 3... work I hate it for 2 years I have been proudly working at Bark n' Fly Doggie I Daycare yes that is what you think it is a doggie daycare, and at first it was fun but today had 6 dogs (big I might add) all have the SHITS it was horrible and to make matters worse I was training this really hot!!!!!!!!! guy in the vet clinic because everyone was buys and I came upstairs smelling like shit and I had shit on my pants and I didn’t know and I was so embarrassed but at the end of the night I was all good because a dog puked up shit all over him....it was cute like a flirt fest smelling like poo oh how un funnies I am!

I really want to go see Hotel Rowanda it’s a movie but all my silly friends don’t want to because their gay (pls don’t take literally.  thank you)

oh I must tell you about my adventures on Monday morning.......so at around 8 Sunday I wasn't quite feeling 100% but I stuck it out anyway...10pm Sunday not feelin good....3am threw up everywhere it was nasty not gunna lie so sitting over the toilet I got all the necessary questions any concerned parent of a teenage daughter would ask and I quote (mom)"Courtney, you know were her for you, but you did get inebriated last weekend are you pregnant"  (me) "no mom im sick I think I have food poisoning" *throws up* (dad) "because if you are you might as well pack now"  oh yes what supportive parents I have so  I stayed home Monday morning and had a fabulous sleeping I might ad  4 day weekend was fun!!!!!!!

wow ive written a novel and im sure you’ve seen bigger but this is HUGE for me if you’ve read m past one

speaking of which I was going over the oldie and remember the person who I still don’t know is  hate blog stuff toward me and "my crew" lol and what a weird person im still convinced it the same person who may have been jealous and isn’t telling but that’s their problem w/e

well im getting tired so im gunna stop and type to you in the near future

P.S go se brennan's blog j32us.mindsay.com he’s cool, and yes brennan you are hot!!

bye people   

wow this is a novel